November 26th, 2009

“nobody has a clue”

It’s about that time. People don’t quite understand the two of us. We’re lost souls that create a whole, when together. We both have regrets, but not much can change. We are where we are because we both made decisions, despite our efforts, we managed to screw ourselves over. It’s funny because we both did this without notice, or thoughts of the future. Tonight was just an accident. I had a wonderful night, but i think its because I was miserable for the majority of the night. Tomorrow’s thanksgiving and I am thankful. I should probably be the last person on earth to complain, but I find myself complaining every moment of everyday.  I just wish that for once happy meant happy. There were only two moments (a month’s span of time) where I felt genuine happiness. I just wish more recent moments of my life were the same.





Gasoline = $2.39

it’s getting harder.

01/23/10 at 11:54pm