“Time slows, slower and slower.”
Wow, what has happened to me. i feel like writing now, just isn’t the same. I’m in a relationship now, something that I have avoided (or at least tried to avoid for the longest time). My band has released a new EP since my last blog and I finally have an up and running Studio in my room, it’s ghetto, but its what I love. I’m starting my attempt at becoming a producer with a few familiar faces. Jump, the Gun has decided to allow me to produce for them which is a great honor, they’re fun as hell to be around and have an amazing sound.
Song writing had been rather difficult these past few months. It seems you can only write so much about being happy, when being miserable brings many emotions and motivation to let it out on paper, and express it through notes, and melody. It’s an odd sort of feeling, knowing your only feeling good when you couldn’t be more upset, but I’ve found recently that happiness for me comes through the little things. I like tiny slivers of life at once, too much thrown at me makes me uncomfortable and irritable. Someday soon, I just hope that being happy means happiness, and not some sort of other misconstrued and complicated irony.
I’ve been giving numbers a lot of thought, and I think it would be interesting to see how much one could write about a single number. Maybe soon, I’ll release a song about the number 10, or 5. It’d be a trip, but we’ll see what happens.
It’s been a while, but I’ll be around.